A new goal

To be honest, I've always been waiting for this moment. The only moment I was waiting for since I came to Jakarta... I passed to 8th grade!
I know that someone people would say right now, "Well who cares?!" For your information: I care. I've been suffering for several months in the school I'm going now. Not that I hate it, but... the teachers are never satisfying me. They taught me horribly. I know that we should read the text books, however, there's something that is bothering me right now! How can they say that to the pupils?! They also say it in a bad way -- as if they don't care about teaching the students or something.
Ok, so here it ends my whining about the school. Let's move on.
Now that I graduated grade 7, I will have to make new goals -- just like I promised to my mom. (Ugh, I'm kind of regretting this...). Teachers told my parents about my struggles on every subject. About my horrible Indonesian (my native language), my strange behaviour, etc. Thanks to ''them'', my mom is pretty much worried and anxious about my studies. That's when I told her this:
"Mom, I will achieve this! Don't worry. I will defeat the smart people also!"
Naturally, my mom was glad that I had such a high spirit inside me. On the other hand, I was panicking even more when I uttered those words. My face? Was roughly like this as I entered my room to chill myself out:

As well, I might have turned crazy when I panicked.
Ah yes, here are the goals I want to reach (for the sake of my life):

• Learn Indonesian fully. -____- (nooo...!)
• Be an expert at maths.
  
• Read more Indonesian novels.
• Always study when have nothing to do.
• Learn civics.
• Learn economy and business.
• Learn how to control the temper.
• Be good at art.
• Write a short-story for a competition.
• Write at least three poems in Indonesian.
• Only buy mangas in free time.
• Contact far-away friends.
• Socialize with teachers.
• Learn the art of photography.
• Enhance the knowledge of literacy.
• Make a decision for a job when all of these options are done.

And there you go!
These list of goals are impossible -- I know. But of course, I will have to try them so that I can content my family. How nice of me. Hahaha :D