Is Hell Really Gone?

"YES! TAKE THAT!"
Yes, yes. That was my first thought when the final exams finished on Friday 19th. I was finally relieved -- but at the same time more stressed than ever. There are many tests that I couldn't make it well! I had to admit -- It was very hard. Not to mention that I just came to Indonesia (well 8-9 months ago) and then I had to learn my own native language by force. Imagine that my face was beaten like this:



At least it "looked" like that...
After the tests finished, I head home quietly but I could hear my own voice inside screaming for a celebration. Then the horror came.
When I opened the door, my mom immediately asked: "How's the tests?" I lied of course, "Pretty good." I don't know if she looked convinced or not but perhaps according to my instincts, she looked pretty convinced. Thank God, I smiled.
I just can't believe how hard the exams were! They were all killing my nerves and spines. To be pretty honest, I studied a lot but the questions + answers are totally unexpected! They didn't cover up my vision at all... I was pretty much stressed -- but I kept on remembering my promise to my mom.

"To pass 7th Grade"

How stupid I could be? I made some impossible promises... I sulked.
I hope hell is really gone! But what's more now?
High School = more exams
College = MORE MORE exams
Job = ...can't tell.

*bends and cries*

Life is so cruel sometimes..